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Feeling Bad, Taking Names
By Adam Blue | May 14, 2008
So now I really feel emo. I even take a second to laugh at myself, then go back to being emo. It just sucks right now. I’ll be seeing Maiden next week, but something else will be going on at that same time and I’m only going to feel like crap. But you know what? I need to get over that crap. It’s not worth it. It’s just a timed emotion. It will go away. Knowing you got to this point only means none of it is worth it. I defeat my anger by imagining myself punching and kicking various wooden objects (walls, tables, chairs), and it works. Just having these conversations on the INTERNET is completely stupid. Anything seriously that needs to be said should be said on the phone. That’s another reason why I should know this isn’t a big deal…
But yes…Maiden next week. It’s amazing just thinking that I’ll be seeing Iron Maiden and they’ll be playing their old stuff. …and again, I hope the other thing happening that week won’t keep me down. Sad face.
I started a company though, BSP Merchandise. I have some pretty crazy ideas for this, and it will take more than one, and that’s why I have my Amigos in on it too. But yeah, if you clicked on the link and found nothing, that’s because there’s nothing yet. But that’s the motivation I need to keep this going forward.
The Granada theater emailed me with pics of the Pennywise/Strung-Out show, and one picture contains me…taking a picture!
Can you find me? I’m next to the guy in yellow.
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