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Let’s Get Emo
By Adam Blue | January 8, 2008
Man, I don’t know what’s up. The past few days or week now have been lonely and depressing. I’m working all the time and sometimes pulling 12 hour shifts. I need to clean my room. It’s bad. But I don’t have much time. My job depresses me. It’s mainly my surroundings, but I think what’s around you is a huge part of your work day. I don’t know if it’s any of this, but I’ve been feeling unmotivated to do anything, and anything I do feels pointless. It has been a very, very long time since I’ve gone more than a day feeling a bit depressed about my life.
I’m looking forward to the podcast on Thursday, and maybe my Sunday off will give me time to enjoy my Saturday night/Sunday morning. And none of this is female related. It’s strictly where I’m at and where I’m going…and what I have to deal with. But I put myself there.
Though, my N95 has been a great companion. I’ve been taking advantage of its extensive internet radio features, and discovered a song called Mirror of Lies by Metal Church. It’s so rockin’.
Man, this is like a step back into the age of Live Journal.
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